Just A Little Bit About Me!

I’m not your average girl. I’m a contradiction in every way you could imagine.

I border on obsessive compulsive when it comes to keeping my house clean but I can be the laziest person on earth some days!

I believe in all things spiritual yet feel a compulsion to have an explanation as to “why” things make sense.

I am told that I am mentally ill, yet I feel saner than most people I’ve ever met!

I love to be outside with nature but am just as happy curled up in bed in my beautifully decorated, albeit eclectic bedroom. 

I love everything vintage but certain modern things I find myself very attracted to.

I cry out for attention but push a lot of people away. 

I love to write but I’m terrified of being judged.

I love a home cooked meal but I hate to cook! 

Despite the contradictions, there are things about me that do not waver…

My love for my three children, Madison (19), Taylah (17) and Nicholas (16)

My love for my partner, Fred who I am finally marrying! Yay!

My love for my fur babies, 3 dogs, 4 cats and a rainbow Lorikeet. 

The determination to complete my journey of self discovery that has been ongoing for a couple of months so far. 

My constant battle to find positivity amongst negativity but most of all…

My mission to realize that I am worthy of being loved by everyone in my life including myself.

My posts will range from ecstatic to suicidal….all part and parcel of this charming mental health issue so be warned that I can be slightly erratic and I do like to vent about anything and everything…..you’ve been warned! 🙂